Dm
[Verse 1]
Dm F A Dm
I'm not a real boy I am only negative energy
Dm F A Dm
I come to terms with being wrong cause I can only be me
Dm F A Dm
When you're imperfect from the get-go its a losing war
Dm F A Dm
All I know is that I am and I'm becoming a whore
Dm Bb F A Dm
I hurt the people whom I love and then I drive them away
Dm Bb F A Dm
The way I feel about all things is different from day to day
Dm Bb F A Dm
But then again it doesn't matter anyway because
[Chorus]
F G A
I'm not a real boy
[Verse 2]
Dm Bb F A
I'm at the point I'm fucking tired of apologizing
Dm Bb F A Dm
I don't communicate well I write it down and I sing
Dm Bb F A Dm
I imagine there's a God who isn't happy with me
Dm Bb F A Dm
But what am I anyway when I’m his energy
Dm Bb F A Dm
Crush me now, prick me later, because I'm dead all the same
Dm Bb F A Dm
I'm in the dark and I'm naked cover me with the shame
Dm Bb F A Dm
Of knowing that I'll never really be anything because
[Chorus]
F G A G
I'm not a real boy
[Post-Chorus]
Bb F
I don't know who I am
A Dm C Bb
I try to understand why
F A Bb A Bb
If I must I'll do it on my knees
Bb F A
I didn't ask for all this shit
Dm C Bb
But I'm compelled to live with it
F A
So please have mercy when I say please
Dm
Oh please, please, please
[Bridge]
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me yeah yeah
[Instrumental]
Dm Bb F A x4
[Verse 3]
Dm Bb F A Dm
My body is dirt my heart is empty and my mind is sick
Bb F A Dm
I walk around hard as wood being led by my dick
Bb F A Dm
Superficial conversations why can't I be sincere
Bb F A Dm
But when your truth is relative tell me why should I care
Bb F A Dm
I want to live, I want to love, but I'm stuck in my head
Bb F A Dm
I got my plans for tomorrow but I'm already dead
Bb F A Dm
I care a little more about the consequences but
[Chorus]
F G A G
I'm not a real boy
[Post-Chorus]
Bb F
I don't know who I am
A Dm C Bb
I try to understand why
F A Bb A Bb
If I must I'll do it on my knees
Bb F A
I didn't ask for all this shit
Dm C Bb
But I'm compelled to live with it
F A
So please have mercy when I say please
Dm
Oh please, please, please
[Bridge]
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me yeah yeah
[Instrumental]
Dm F A Bb x2
[Bridge]
Dm F A Bb
I'm your energy but I'm not me
Dm F A Bb
Keep yourself from me so I blame me
Dm F A Bb
I'm your energy but I'm not me
Dm F A Bb A
Keep yourself from me so I blame me
[Verse 4]
A Bb
I lost too much
F
I want to consume your soul
C
Maybe you'll make me whole
A Bb
But I lie and distrust
F
Always the one guilty
C
I'm my worst enemy
Bb Dm
But hear my plea
Bb A
I'm not me
Bb
I want to be free
C
I'll never be me, yeah
[Bridge]
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Dm F A Dm
Don't let me yeah yeah
[Otro]
Dm Bb F A Dm
Please don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me get too carried away
Bb F A Dm
Don't let me