I'm sorry, I can't come
I really wanted to go
I want to see all the things
I dreamed of seeing five years ago
I wanna leave
But I can barely leave my room
I wanna pack all of my things
I wanna see the world with you

But I love the way
I feel when I'm alone
Hate to say it
But I'm scared of being vulnerable
Say I'm fine
Cause all the ways its torture coming up my throat
It taste like everything I'm trying to let go