It kills me, it burns
(I'm kicking up all the dirt)
I wanted this first
(Can't shake it but it hurts)

(Waitin' up for the call you never click)
(Brushing over the time I said I'd quit)

It's echoing inside my mind
I feel it creepin' up these streets
Up over you and yellow lines
Of heaven hell locked underneath

If it's gonna be mine I want it
If it's gonna be mine I want it
If it's gonna be mine I want it
If it's gonna be mine I want it

It kills me, it burns
(I'm kicking up all the dirt)
I wanted this first
(Can't shake it but it hurts)
It builds me up it breaks me down until there's nothing left
I wanted this first
I wanted this

I wanted this
I wanted this
I wanted this

Waitin' up for the call you never click
Coming over don't answer you so quick
Staying hating the things you put me through
I don't want you to go, I don't want you to

It kills me, it burns
(I'm kicking up all the dirt)
I wanted this first
(Can't shake it but it hurts)
It builds me up it breaks me down until there's nothing left
I wanted this first
I wanted this
It builds me up it breaks me down until there's nothing left
I wanted this first
I wanted this