I take a step and I'm pulled underground
I raise my voice and they don't hear a sound
Is it something I said
Or is it in my head
It's all too much for me to figure out
I can't talk
They just watch

Is there something in the water
Or is it in the blood that I stole from my father
Will it wash away with rain down in the gutter?
Maybe they will make me disappear
Like I was never here
Like I was never here

In comes the flood when I become a force
Salt in the cut, not like I'm keeping score
Are they talking to me?
Or what they think they see
I swear that every time they sell me short
I can't talk
They just watch

Is there something in the water
Or is it in the blood that I stole from my father
Will it wash away with rain down in the gutter?
Maybe they will make me disappear
Like I was never here
Like I was never here

I gave it all I got
Was it lost
Not enough?
Is it what I want?
To be loved
Or give up?