Lose on again, this once drives turned to red
I'm sorry that I fucked up
I was out of my head
Now I'm all alone in my bed

Dreams of my sleep that seem to reoccur
I write these letters that
I never said to her
I think that after all it matters

Seems like only yesterday I spoke to her
It's a smile I try to remember
It's an easy thing to feel it's of winter
It's a smile I try to always remember

Each year at Christmas I receive your call
Sounds like a family's well
But I can tell you more
Happiness you couldn't afford

Seems like only yesterday I spoke to her
It's a smile I try to remember
It's an easy thing to feel it's of winter
It's a smile I try to remember